Omg it hurts

There's only so long a person can go without any snow. This christmas it didn't snow. And because of that, my whole year has felt off. I miss snow.

You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, when you say it's over.

I can handle one of them, but not both. Those two don't know it, but they have the power to destroy me. Or rather, the power to make me destroy myself.

I'm gonna go eat Mcdonalds, cause im not really hungry, but im crying and cause thats what fat people do.

when i was 10 she made fun of me for crying after she called me an ugly slut

I like to watch myself cry. I don't know why. But she doesn't deserve to see my tears

Nothing can hurt me they way she can

I've never had anything hurt that bad before. Wow this is new. I haven't cried in a while. I'm still not really, their just yawn tears.But their falling out. ..


i want her to care about me. to think what i do is important. to like me. to want me. to

to show that im worth it. to prove to her im worth something, so i can start to believe in it myself.

For fucks sake mom

You know what? Just stab me with a knife and get it over with. For fuck's sake mom.